he knows me just enough to love me, just enough to see me. he sifts what is real and unreal, what is love and what are words. defaced by emotion, I cannot speak the unspoken, yet he knows me just enough to love me.
i am so out of love how can i say i love you when i never loved you or anyone . me, i am unloving i am kind but i do not know comfort from love . yes you are so lovely but i am so lost i am so out of love, i do […]
I have got that look down now. You know, the look someone gives me when I tell them I want to be an OT. It’s like a cross between a nod and a deep stare into my soul. Like the kind of look you get when you tell your grandma you’re okay with being single […]
As high schoolers, we are called to “try new things,” to “branch out,” to create a fist-pump worthy résumé, and outstanding credentials. As freshman, we are told about all of the unique opportunities to find where we fit in, and to explore our options. As sophomores, we are given many options for higher level classes, […]
College is driving me crazy. I’m not even in college. Heck, I’m not even slightly close to applying. However, I’m getting at least 3 emails a day from multiple campuses. Each email starts out with a “Dear Callista,” and for every “Dear Callista,” I want to cry. Sometimes scream. Maybe even pull my hair out. […]
When you see grief in someone’s eyes, the world just stops. Maybe it keeps buzzing and beeping, but all those noises fade into the background. Life is so precious. Lives end so fast. So often. So unplanned. When you get a call, when you say goodbye, when you just can’t believe it– Grief kicks you […]
https://callistaruth.files.wordpress.com/2014/09/img_4057-0.png”> Apologize: [uh-pol-uh-jayz] v. 1. To offer an apology or excuse for some fault, insult, failure, or injury. 2. To express remorse of regret. Our conversations are filled with words of inconveniences, of misread scenes, of unnecessary apologies. We apologize for our interruptions, wishing we could turn back time and erase the problem we caused. […]